I'm Not Sure What I'm Doing

Life has a way of throwing rocks without any idea on what the purpose of it was for? It can be assisting you further or a downfall where you go back to Square 1. While a lot of people got diagnosed with epilepsy when they were young or due to sickness, not is much discussed about people who get in the middle stage of life especially in a time where we asked for a sign. It is confusing on what is our purpose on Earth, but it's also a downfall of going into a rabbit hole which you cant return from. If you stay focus on the past or future, you will never leave in the present is what we are told, but they forget to mention all of that goes out the window when you have epilepsy and the constant worry of the next seizure.