amnesia, legal consequence.

My epilepsy has got worse in the last month. My kids saw me chewing my pickleball racket, which they couldn't get out of my hands. My wife said I was washing my hands for 10-15 minutes and talking about our daughters school project. Now the latest incident is I pulled down my swimming trunks at a public swimming. I have no awareness of these incidents as they happen or recollection after. I have been charged and am so afraid. I won't even leave the house now. does this happen to anyone? has anyone been in a legal situation. I feel my life is over and options for a job is now is now drastically reduced.