Hi there,
I have been there before. When my seizures started to get really bad. I felt hopeless. But I turned to God, my family, and the support of certain friends who have epilepsy. With epilepsy, it isn't a straight and narrow journey. It's more like ups and downs- you have to adjust. Joining a support group would be beneficial for you.
Here is an article about support groups that may be beneficial.
https://epilepsydisease.com/living/support-groups
https://epilepsydisease.com/mental-health-coping
Derra Howard
Epilepsy Team Member