Disability is a joke, just like ss...

I have genetic generalized epilepsy have been experiencing grand mal seizures my whole life, though I didn't understand until 18 when I was diagnosed... my neurologist is top in PNW though she cut me from working a couple years ago due to having one seizure at work... I have 3 kids and a wife to support, disability doesn't give a rats behind and the less than 200 a month I was receiving from ss was just cut... its seemingly feeling impossible to even ask for help let alone actually receive any... just feels like nobody understands sadly...